Hello everyone!


Just to apologise to you all for my extended absence. I have been featured on the Philip Defranco Show which was exciting!! (The episode where he gets his mates to watch weird porn fetishes on YouTube – you can view it here where they talk all about me and about this website!!)  The video is called “FORCING FRIENDS TO WATCH WEIRD PORN FETISH VIDEOS!

Anyway, I’m no longer doing this because I have become a born-again Christian. (This is not a joke).  I believe in the Bible and I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour. I have become a Christian filled with the Holy Spirit and I live for God. For this reason, I have no more interest in emetophilia and belly stuffing; I have given up my old life and I now live for God. He died on the cross for the forgiveness of my sins and I now live in His Truth for His glory.

I read and study the Bible everyday and I am amazed by the goodness and grace of God. I have not taken the easy way out – it’s not easy to totally give up everything for God, especially as I was earning good money from this way of life.  Real meaning in life is not found only in accepting Jesus as Savior, as wonderful as that is. Rather, real meaning in life is when one begins to follow Christ as His disciple, learning of Him, spending time with Him in His Word, communing with Him in prayer, and in walking with Him in obedience to His commands. If you are not a Christian, you might be saying to yourself, “That does not sound very exciting or fulfilling to me!” But Jesus made the following statements:

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light” (Matthew 11:28-30). “I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full” (John 10:10b). “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it” (Matthew 16:24-25).

What all of these verses are saying is that we have a choice. We can continue to seek to guide our own lives, which results in emptiness, or we can choose to pursue God and His will for our lives with a whole heart, which will result in living life to the full, having the desires of our hearts met, and finding contentment and satisfaction. This is so because our Creator loves us and desires the best for us (not necessarily the easiest life, but the most fulfilling). For more information about the meaning of life, please follow this link here.

I pray that you will all find this wonderful truth and way of living that I have found.

I love you all,

Jessica 😘😘😘😘

One thought on “Update!!

  1. Jessica, I enjoyed watching your videos but I was always concerned for your physical health–I felt that you were likely hurting your body with how often you were vomiting. So I am glad you have stopped. Although I am agnostic, I believe everyone should take whatever path they need to lead a fulfilling and meaningful life, so I am also glad that you have found yours.


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